My 100th post on this blog.

Happy day with the northies, though i'm only considered a half since i have a west included in my home address.

I fear for my future daughter. Poor dear don't get cheated by Uncle YongXi. MOMMY WILL PROTECT YOU.

Jerks are aplenty. Notice how the world is getting smaller and people are just moving everywhere. Hence as girls we would encounter them at least once in our lives.

Macau or Bkk? When i finally get to go there, somebody has to be busy.

I realised i did buy an intrument with my money. A shaker is still an instrument, albeit small and useless.

Recess week coming up. Yes I have gotten used to the sad life of an undergrad but I refuse to be resigned to it.

Time to mug. Time to mug. Time to mug.

How different I have become, from the past. I can't tell. Maybe it's just a phase, maybe it has always been like that, maybe it's a new start which would never end. I'm starting to feel very unsure, rather jaded. Being holed up in the room alone suddenly becomes a comforting thought.

The highs and lows have become too sudden, too frequent. How come there's no stability at all? What truly makes me happy, what makes me, me.

I don't want to drink to make those crazy thoughts in my head go away. In the night, things creep into my head and I hate those thoughts. Things going wrong, bad things happening. I need to sleep, I really need to sleep.

That peace which surpasses all understanding, where art thou?

What a night.

I actually brought up what I thought would be forgotten forever.

Life's going to the doldrums now.

Maybe I'm wrong and you are right.

But in any case, it isn't a nice thing to do. Not nice at all.

Thanks for not telling me yet.

I'll be waiting.

Speaking up in class doesn't seem so difficult anymore, but somehow I wish I wouldn't get picked on all the time. Especially when there are 20 other people who's names are not called upon, calling mine 5 times and referring to me for another 5 may be slightly too much.

Never mind let's just say you love me.

Final JCRC meeting, which concludes my leadership roles in my schooling life, I think. Well it was definitely a fulfilling time I had but more about JCRC when the investiture finally happens. Man that salute postponed.

Starting to feel the burden of everything when rushing through assignments and readings. I still feel quite cheated when teachers say that A levels would be the hardest time ever. Well, I guess it WAS hard with HKS around but thank goodness for SC4.

And I realise I can't drink choya. I start declaring unfounded love for people I never loved. Goodness me.

Happy 21st sexay diva (: Thanks for being such a wonderful friend to me and I will certainly miss all the days/shopping trips we've had. Here's to more to come!

Hahahah and now you're a superstar!

Jam band more or less settled. Good.

Picked on at Music in a good way. Good.

Read my mind by the Killers on repeat mode. Good.

OS. Now a man. Not good.

Contrary to what my jiemei says, no, i don't think i'm hot. or pretty. On a scale of 1-10, it's a 5 to 6. And i stick by it. But to my horror of horrors, I get comments on aging. YES aging. So i've turned into this old hag.

Taxi driver: So you're fourth year in your uni now?
Me: WHAT?!?! -decides not to tip anymore-

I'm sorry uncle, much as i like tipping drivers sometimes, what you said was too much. It made me sad.

Really sad.

Whoever said anti-aging products should only be used when you're thirty plus forty? Bring on the potions/lotions because I want to be an old witch no more.