A sudden transition from "the" to "the other"
I, of all people, should know better.

Stop grumbling, maybe busy times in a situation like this isn't bad at all.

I'm thankful (:

Family.
With memories and all that laughter.
There is tension but at times like this it is forgotten.
Of car names, chinese names and colour names.

It was a fun day.

And my annual mopping fest!

This blog post is dedicated to Kenneth.

Let's bond thru germs.

and yes don't be jealous, for I'm going to UK (:

haha the perks of being older.

What's there to do when it can never be done?

X: hey you cut your hair!
Me: umm yeah, decided it was time to. hahaha.
X: yah could tell! but it looks like a bowl now.
Me: -mortified gasp-

I remembered how zul used to call us mangkok. He meant it figuratively. If he saw me now, god knows what he'll say to me.

It's the emo season. bad bad bad. And I think I might even get affected. Even if I declare myself happy.

I should just rant it all out. It would be better. It would.

I realised how bad a person I was to you. Occasional thoughts just popped into my head, bits of information were recovered. Information I tried to forget.

When I had a bad haircut, everyone knew it was bad. You said it wasn't. You said I looked fine even though no one had something as hideous as mine. I didn't want to see you with your bald head. I couldn't bear it then even though half the guys had it.

Sometimes I replied when I felt like it, rescheduled countless times, sometimes even put on a grumpy face even though I knew you probably had it worse than me in camp. I didn't put you above things/people I should have put you above. Yet you didn't complain. You never said no.

Alot of times I feel I should have just let it go. Trust in you. Maybe I did, maybe it was just the pride I had. I know it might be too late, but I'm sorry. They, sometimes even I said you had hurt me, but I think I hurt myself.

I can only say this now because it doesn't hurt anymore. No more pain felt. I have moved on. And I'm glad you have too (:

It's rather annoying how when I finally think I have a decent eyecandy, I end up actually knowing the person.

Blame it on my bad eyesight.

After looking at the HO opening yesterday, all I could think of was...

crowd control is a pretty shitty job.

On a happier note, the cheerleaders did fantabulously well yesterday(:

On a sadder note, someone is terrifying. and sometimes really really demanding.
eeeks. I cannot imagine my future life ahead for the next few months :(

Going out for supper yesterday and the part where pam and I got really happy and high on the way back? phish soup. hahahaha. crazy jump shots mambo mooves and christian kid songs.

only to realise that euphoria doesn't last really long when I see documents and readings nicely filling up my table when I come back.

So school has already started. While I'm happily telling the world of my 3 day week and BS803 -gleeful grin- there's something which I still have to face ultimately.

Reality. Which comes in the form of research methodology.

Seriously just a few days before school started I had this HUGE game plan in mind, to study hard and conquer and be very. very. very. motivated. I couldn't even wait for school to start because I would be study what I love. Until it hit me really hard.

Research methodology. Oh and responsibilities. If tasks were rocks, I would have a whole mountain in front of me.

So much for optimism. Well hope springs eternal so I'll press on (: Until research methodology takes my life.

Hello 2009!

2008 was eventful, and probably the most eventful year I've had so far. In my unusually stagnant life with few ups and downs, 2008 was the year where my life looked fairly similar to the NORMAL stock market. Not the one now because it just goes all the way down.

But I'm going to look back no more and forget whatever that should be forgotten. Oh and new year's resolutions too, because I always set them, forget them and reset the same ones again.

Maybe this year is going to be different. Maybe this year I'll actually fulfill them! Just like how i fulfilled Ai Wen's silly new year resolution, almost costing me my life. HAHAHA.

Don't mind turning into a muggerita this year, it sure would do me quite some good. Oh and Amisha is leaving today and I'm gonna miss you alot. Hahahaha our mantra " Be one with the guitar" OH man I can't wait till march next year when you come back and we shall go to OF MONTREAL'S concert together!

Cheers to a fantabulous year ahead!