To my hunny bunny, you know i miss you and i believe in you. I can't wait for you to come back and we all make mistakes in life. What matters is that we learn. You're sensible and I know it. Come back soon. It's really different without you.

To my family, I miss you all. And I feel sorry for not being there more often.

To Soymilk, I'm sorry. I haven't been there for you all.

To friends in school, it's just a little bit more. We've got to hang in there.

To myself, don't allow it to happen again.

To God, forgive me. I erred.

Sometimes, life can be so demoralising. But I see a silver lining in the clouds. Maybe it's just an illusion. Oh wait, I don't deserve it.

It's for the person beside me.

When i feel lazy, not wanting to turn off the lights
when i feel tired, not wanting to carry my stuff
when i feel hungry, not wanting to go buy food or cook.
when i feel thirsty, not wanting to go down and get water
when i feel bored, wanting someone to annoy or talk to

that's when i miss my brother (:

People ask me how my uni life is like. Well, sometimes I don't really have to say anything.

That pimple on my forehead says it all.

The global recession has come. And it's going to be worse than the Great Depression.
Banks are losing money, people around me are all losing money. All these happening so suddenly. It's scary. It's more real then ever. Because, mom told me.

She said that there is going to be a possibility that our family is going to be facing troubles. Troubles we have never faced before. Dad's working in a bank and it's a really volatile period right now. Nothing is stable. And the thought of it just scares me really bad. And it makes me worry, for my father.

She said we're all prepared financially. It may be hard, but we'll survive. And i asked her, why tell me this? She said, you are old enough. We know you are able to take this. And we know, you're sensible. We trust you.

So i have already become an adult in their eyes. I'm not a kid anymore. And now I've got to face what adults face, not being protected in my own bubble of comfort.

But i do have my own bubble of comfort. That's God, because when i talked to Him about it, somehow i was reassured, someone telling me, " Child, I'm here. Be still and know that I am God."

The comfort and reassurance no one but You can provide. Praise the Lord!

And my first blogpost is dedicated to my dearest friend in warwick.

I miss you.