I don't know what to do. I really don't. Hopefully, things will work out by itself.
I know I haven't been doing what I should, bible studies, cell, and quiet time. I know I haven't been praying much Lord, especially during ths hard times. I know there are many things which I should have done and yet I chose not to. Sometimes thinking about it makes me feel so guilty, on how Jesus was hung on that cross and yet I ignored you and all that You'e done for me.

It's so hard to balance everything. Sometimes, when you ignore friends parties and all to study, it just feels like the right thing to do. But when you start to ignore God's work and word, it becomes a mistake. A serious mistake.

I know in future times would be busier than this and giving the excuse of having a hectic school life currently and giving more time to God when I'm less busy is a really lame one. In fact, it is non-excusable.

So this is my prayer Lord, teach me to put You first in my life. Teach me to be a better child of yours. Teach me to do what's right.