Forty min before I leave for my first official exam in University. Ai Wen just breezed in a mo ago passing me a heart for good luck. Haha yeah i really need all the luck i can get.

But I have never been good with exams, hence the fear. Since A levels, a negative feeling which starts in my stomach wanting to purge my body thru my mouth, (otherwise known as vomitting) never failed to occur everytime i take an exam. Walking in without the same kind of confidence I used to have. Walking in as if i'm going to get owned and putting on a brave front which says " HEY BE ZEN. COS I AM." not.

This is bad.