Had a really really bad day for hg101 yesterday. No idea why my nose suddenly turned so runny and kept blowing my nose the whole time. Thank goodness it was a 101 and not 234. Or I would have died.

So bad flu, family decisions were made, rushed home, showed abit of temper, talked to A, and finally cooled down. All in a night.

It doesn't matter if things are gonna change, because change is inevitable and we all have to face it. Just as long as we don't regret our actions and sink into depression. But it's okay, we're a family, and we'll face it all together.

I've been really lucky, no one ever said no to what I always wanted, maybe because my wants were not exhorbitant but still, I've been pretty blessed. So when times of trouble come, I definitely feel scared. I haven't faced it all before. But I should learn to.

Hey, I really can change (: