Facebook can be a depressing thing sometimes. It's not just the status updates, latest happenings which are going on around you. Sometimes, when you just sign into facebook, you get photo updates, event updates.

And you don't see yourself on it. AND you were supposed to be there.

Then you start recalling why you weren't there. Oh because you were busy. Because you had other commitments. Because because.

I know it's unfair sometimes and I can't always have my cake and eat it. But reality check. Friends will forget and move on. Then it will all sink in. And it will hurt.

I've been doing alot of thinking. I don't want to lose you guys. I really don't. But I don't know how to go about doing it. Solving the problem. Or should I say problems because it's not just one group of you. I can't let you all move on without me because I still want to be a part of this.

painful.