A sense of nostalgia when I see my best friends in hall campaigning, and preparing for it.
Well, to be really honest, the thought of running again did seriously cross my mind. But why did I choose not to? Sometimes, I would think, hmmmm maybe I should. But now not.

Because.

You all would do a better job than me. Much as I loved my time in JCRC, I knew I couldn't have handled it alone. I was a freshie, people guided and helped me. Now, I would have to guide and help the rest. That's quite an uphill task for me. So...

To my successor: It might be stressful at first, but you can seriously do it!

To YA: hahaha no more C, but you all will be my best friends in hall! Let the CYA be legendary and continue with the legacy of SAY (:

To my dearest roomie: SQUIRTLE! hahahahaha if anyone tries to bully you, do the hydro-pump on them!

and to the rest of you: ALL THE VERY BEST!

On the way back from vivo with Mag, this was what happened.

Me: Hey remember the tv shows we used to watch? Oh there's power rangers too!

Mag: Only the first season was good.

Me: I liked kimberley! the pink ranger

Mag: yeah everyone liked her, then the yellow one... lala is it

Me: hmmm i thought it's trini

-pause-

both of us: Ohhhh LALA IS THE YELLOW TELLYTUBBY.

Jash on tuesday. I feel young again.

Auditions on wed: I feel out of place.

Lessons today: I feel stupid/rusty.

And that thing which happened: I believe that God will protect you. And I'll be praying for you. I know it hurts but please be strong. Like how I'll always end our conversations, mwahh.

You're a strong person. Please show me you can.

I would very much prefer to

stay home and sleep till eleven

remain free

than to begin it all

over again.

One more day to camp. Hopefully everything turns out alright, and i get to have truckloads of fun!

School's starting soon. I am so not used to it. Can't be king of the house anymore. Damn.

Despite everything, I went out, got a little something, packed it in a package and sent it to you. You'll probably receive it before your birthday, so happy birthday anyway.

Two more weeks before school starts, not sure if I'm ready for it but just bring it on. Dad, Mom and Kenneth are on MC and I'm not the queen in the house anymore. What do you get when you have four bored people stuck at home? Tons of screaming.

Yes Pammie, I actually like the spaced out look. It's somewhat appealing to me. I don't know why.

Let's have bizarre celebrations (:

When I met you, I was just a kid
Hadn't built up my defenses
So I gave my heart completely
Vaseline over the lenses
Memories don't go away
I remember every day

I never, ever stop wondering
Wondering if you still think of us
I don't need a photograph
Because you've never left my mind
No, you've never left my mind

I remember feeling like a ship
Whose captain was too drunk to steer
And you watched as I was sinking
Waving sadly from the pier
Memories don't go away
I remember every day

It's such a burden to carry around
The vestiges of dead dreams
And I don't want to make a wake out of my life
I just have to let you go