Dear God

I don't know what to say or what to feel. I'm honestly scared. So many times I had that hope in me that a miracle would happen. That one day I'll get it, in Your way.

But why does it seem to get harder and harder each time? How come it's bad news all over again? How come You haven't sent anything reassuring yet?

I'm scared. I'm sad. I am truly down now. I daren't hope anymore. I know You have your plans for me. But please Lord, just protect me and make everything alright. I know You will.

Amen.