Despite everything, I went out, got a little something, packed it in a package and sent it to you. You'll probably receive it before your birthday, so happy birthday anyway.

Two more weeks before school starts, not sure if I'm ready for it but just bring it on. Dad, Mom and Kenneth are on MC and I'm not the queen in the house anymore. What do you get when you have four bored people stuck at home? Tons of screaming.

Yes Pammie, I actually like the spaced out look. It's somewhat appealing to me. I don't know why.

Let's have bizarre celebrations (:

When I met you, I was just a kid
Hadn't built up my defenses
So I gave my heart completely
Vaseline over the lenses
Memories don't go away
I remember every day

I never, ever stop wondering
Wondering if you still think of us
I don't need a photograph
Because you've never left my mind
No, you've never left my mind

I remember feeling like a ship
Whose captain was too drunk to steer
And you watched as I was sinking
Waving sadly from the pier
Memories don't go away
I remember every day

It's such a burden to carry around
The vestiges of dead dreams
And I don't want to make a wake out of my life
I just have to let you go

Fever, coughs and muscle aches.
Weird recurring dreams of being chased by some russian mafia.
Stuck in the room alone.

Can anyone beat that?

My new addiction (:

I don't usually blog so many times at a go but I want to say I had alot of fun today. I never laughed and smiled so much before and all the old memories come flooding back. I realise I do miss everything and well, everything was great.

Next april here I come (:

Well, I guess many people have a misconception of the term "spoilt". It's not about living in a mansion, donning branded goods or driving that expensive car. It's not about living the luxurious life. Well, you can't control how others can afford to live, and being able to live the way others can't doesn't deem one as spoilt.

So then what does?

Being spoilt, basically refers to a character flaw. A character flaw which is caused mainly by over-indulgence. That being said, over-indulgence does not necessarily lead to the character flaw. Well, for example, having a domestic helper in the family which results in the lack of knowledge in household chores is not spoilt. The unwillingness to learn when the situation calls for it, is. The same way, liking to dine in more expensive places isn't spoilt, but unwilling to compromise to dine at cheaper places, is. Hence, it's not about what one has, it is about being able to sacrifice when one has to.

This post is meant to clear misconceptions (: Not really about misconceptions about me, but misconceptions of some people we may know. There are definitely people around us who are way better-off, but rather focus on what they have, it's better to focus on who they are. Most of them, aren't spoilt. They just don't experience what we all experience (:

Busy week, but a fulfilling one.

JC friends I missed you all so, esp gary! I don't know how come your memory became like that but hey! Still the one who never fails to tell HKS that he's dumb. Always making chem classes seem more fun. And kiat who happily declares he's pes C but a smartass! My giraffe who experiences similar situations as I do, I'm glad we really talked that night.

And of course I resolved whatever I had to. I couldn't end anything with a bad memory and I'm glad the past is put behind and we can all move on from there. There was surely a reason why it even began and looking at it, I can understand why because deep down I knew I wasn't wrong about my choices. Not this one.

And please JM, 18 isn't such a bad number. I think it's really milder than you think it is. (:

But I'm staying away. Till further notice (:

G, never fails to crack me up.

G: -points to 2 bags on the floor- " Who is that?"
Me: ??!! " Oh, bobby and mary"
G: -_-"""

Of breaded hair and how many money. HAHAHAHA

Auditions will be held and I can't not qualify so I'll have to go fight and score. Which requires tons of practice. Was trying to plan my timetable and got psycho-ed by the roomie to take korean which is gonna be tough and I'll have to overload next sem. 6 modules including driving and other responsibilities, I really don't know how I'm going to cope but hey, being busy is good. At least it takes my mind off things and I don't have time to even let silly obsessions/thoughts flood my head.

Busy.is.good.